I admit I have been super M.I.A. lately. The fact of the matter is that I am studying for a real estate exam. I am going to be a licensed sales agent! I have not been working on any of the fashion projects I have in mind. For a while, I’m taking a break. I really need to get myself together! After the LSAT, this is my next big test that I am studying for. It seems way easier than the LSAT was. I’m not going to lie, but I have PTSD from the LSAT. For some reason, I can’t completely get over that hurdle. It’s still haunts me. You know when something is stuck in your mind, you aren’t really over something. In terms of the real estate exam, I want to get it over by the end of this month. However, I am starting to feel low confidence in myself and what I have studies so far. On top of that, I have eczema, and it is beginning to flare up. So right now, my life is a bit of a mess. I won’t be posting much fashion blogs in the next few weeks. Well, I’ll try to, but I can’t guarantee it.
Also, my birthday is coming up. It’s on October 12. I am turning 25. When I was younger, I really thought that I would have a real job at this age, and I would be making lots of money. I thought that I would have a real, big girl job and have my own place. So far, that didn’t happen. Nevertheless, I still plan on getting my life situated in the next few years. I would like to be independent. I would like to be able to buy my own car and house and my own place to live on my own. I also want to be able to lead a business or something. In addition, I have come to realize over time that I don’t want to work for anyone. I want to do my own thing and be my own person. I want to be able to call the shots. For that, I’m currently building myself.
It’s been about five months since I’ve started the whole fashion styling thing. I’ve been asking friends to model for me. I wanted to create a portfolio. Although I am also studying for my real estate exam, I am also thinking about how to capture clients and from where. I am pretty much not doing anything fashion related until I become a licensed salesperson. I just want to ask the universe to help all my dreams to come into fruition!
Thank you to the people who read this and genuinely support me. Hopefully this did not disappoint. I’m just in the middle of things currently.